Tuesday, January 06, 2009
SORRY TO ALL
Never would have thought the impact hurts so many and so deep. I take every hearty word from you all and will adjust my life accordingly. May I manage to survive in all challenges, hatred, cursing and suffering.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Not Easy To Be A DAD
That terrible 2008 had passed. Here comes a challenging and harsh year ahead.
Finally the secret could not be kept till Jan 3 2009; but that day may actually be just a virtual day due to my stupidity. I could have done better. Negative feedback heard worse than expected; totally unaccepted by my parents and Emama, and my plan was challenged by them.
I was just considered to be naïve and blamed for keeping the secret so long. Questions, blames and unacceptable requests were what I got, no support.
Again, I should have got used to it, that my deeds are hardly understood and accepted by others so what I always get are just backstabs. Anyway, it is a truth that I am now a Dad and I will do my best to protect my fiancé and baby. No matter what, our future is on my hand, and just by myself.
Finally the secret could not be kept till Jan 3 2009; but that day may actually be just a virtual day due to my stupidity. I could have done better. Negative feedback heard worse than expected; totally unaccepted by my parents and Emama, and my plan was challenged by them.
I was just considered to be naïve and blamed for keeping the secret so long. Questions, blames and unacceptable requests were what I got, no support.
Again, I should have got used to it, that my deeds are hardly understood and accepted by others so what I always get are just backstabs. Anyway, it is a truth that I am now a Dad and I will do my best to protect my fiancé and baby. No matter what, our future is on my hand, and just by myself.
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