估佢唔到

I fully respect the message behind, which is always what GUNDAM wants to bring out, but I just fail to convince myself it IS a Gundam movie... Gundams and MS not fighting against each other but fight along against ALIEN?

X'mas 2010

Had a wonderful dinner at Happy Together on X'mas eve with Shirley and Reina. Wondered/hoped Daddy would join us but too bad he did not. Did a little bit shopping on the street in FG and glad that managed to get some winter clothing for Shirley eventually. I enjoyed much and love that shopping experience.

X'mas is cold this year. Did not really go out but shop at Walmart downstairs. Expected Daddy would come for dinner with food he brought back from Chiu Chow. Again too bad he did not come.

Did a lot online shopping on TB, BLOODSHED. However, managed to get all the gifts we want for long. Just feel sorry for myself as I got my ONLY X'mas gift from my dear sister from Australia. I WANT MORE TT

爆hea

本來plan咗X'mas前weekend同阿太同女王返HK，結果因為太凍同女王有少少像徵似作病結果無返。之後去咗深圳同埋留咗喺屋企做夢寐以求嘅嘢 - 砌模型。

我hea，好開心有本錢去hea。

感覺虛無

好無癮、無奈。要做一啲無意義甚至會弄巧反絕嘅事，只因為嗰條粉皮一知半解、自以為是、要做英雄；歸根究底條死PK唔識operations；更可憐可惜荒謬成事皆因我嘅身份。

有時真係深究我喺公司嘅價值、意義；要逐步改革進步，眾人有心無力，唯我去牽頭，但可惜因我嘅身份，致使動議不獲支持，變相我要推動嘅改革因我而成唔到事，亦即係我做咗我要推進嘅改革嘅絆腳石。係矛盾定諷刺? 只知灰爆。

上天好似同情我，有失就賞我想得。我笑，唔止個嘴，仲喺個心。呢種戇居精神係我喺公司支持我撐落去嘅生存態度。希望可以頂到革命成功之日。

正常人

過埋今日，如無意外，我第2個sem終於over，我終於可以做返個正常人，過返正常人嘅生活，有時間俾家人、俾自己，做想做嘅事。