Not Easy To Be A DAD

That terrible 2008 had passed. Here comes a challenging and harsh year ahead.

Finally the secret could not be kept till Jan 3 2009; but that day may actually be just a virtual day due to my stupidity. I could have done better. Negative feedback heard worse than expected; totally unaccepted by my parents and Emama, and my plan was challenged by them.

I was just considered to be naïve and blamed for keeping the secret so long. Questions, blames and unacceptable requests were what I got, no support.

Again, I should have got used to it, that my deeds are hardly understood and accepted by others so what I always get are just backstabs. Anyway, it is a truth that I am now a Dad and I will do my best to protect my fiancé and baby. No matter what, our future is on my hand, and just by myself.